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I've been having nightmares for the past few nights ....

But let's just dwell on last night's one for the time being mmm.

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There was a call from a stranger saying that if we do not heed her warnings, everything would come tumbling down and our loved ones will die. Thinking it was a hoax, we hung up quite rudely and laughed it off.

Renovations were going on as we had just moved in to a new house.

My father, myself and a few other friends which I can't put names to their faces yet were walking by the side of the house discussing what to build and where. 

And then it happened. A wooden stake flew past me and landed right in the middle of a worker's chest.

As you can imagine, everyone freaked out. They ran. And as they ran, stakes kept flying and hitting people. We tried attacking back until huge flaming rocks came hurtling down. 

My dad pushed me to run.

And I ran. All by myself. I tried to look behind but I did not see anyone familiar running with me.

Somehow, the fight had hit a sort of water tank, and the area was flooding. But I managed to get across to the safe side where I met a few other familiar faces. I sat on the border, waiting and hoping that I would see familiar faces come. But no. More stakes came flying and hit my friends. 

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And then soldiers came out. They reported that the war/fight was over.

I begged them to tell me if they knew where my loved ones were but they didn't.

Waiting and waiting. I finally see one familiar face; and I ask him if he knows where my boyfriend is; in where he shakes his head apologetically and exclaims that he saw him lying in the middle of the flames.

My heart constricts. And tears are gushing out. I don't know what I'm supposed to do.

One by one, people start coming towards me and none of them are the one I want to see.

Fearing that the previous phone call was true .. I started freaking out.

But at last, I see him staggering. Blood covering his entire face and body.

Crying, I run up towards him. He had made it. 

Strange

It was quite surreal.

There were horses that could fold themselves in to boxes.

And children that were supposedly mine.

And a man that I was supposedly the father of those children.

There was also a large green field. It reminded me a bit of Alice in Wonderful as the colours were vibrant and beautiful and there was a Queen. And there were other things going on.

But I remember running but not getting there on time.

Nightmare Update

I've had vivid dreams every night. A lot of them being nightmares but yet I don't feel like writing them down here? I think I'm just being lazy.

Anyway, I thought I'd write about last night's dream because it was so vivid and awesome that I actually can still feel the chills from it. (Although for some reason, I feel like I'm missing a whole bunch of stuff that is potentially really scary because I feel scared for no reason).

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We were in front of lots of tables. Tables that had candles and etc. I was able to either strengthen that flame or extinguish it. It was like, I had just learnt how to manipulate the flames. 

(I guess in a way, this relates with The Last Airbender)

I don't remember what else happened apart from I was able to do a lot of things (via magic). 

I still have a creepy feeling that something or someone bad was going to happen though. :\

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Quick Update on those dreams that I never wrote about:

#1 Have you seen the movie "Saw" ? Because that's what happened in this.

There was a man, who was kidnapped. He was in a huge warehouse with a lot of other men who were all trapped. They were forced to do impossible tasks with chains and hooks and nails everywhere. And in the end of the day, they were all chained to a cage. And a whole bunch of "hungry" people came out and try to attack them. They were chained but they were forced to fight back and kill. This guy eventually escaped via the help of his 7 year old son.

#2 It was kind of like a school-camp trip. Only this trip was within a game.

Pretty much like a Mario game, sort of thing, yeah? But it was also like Uni. We were sitting in a lecture when Vu strolled in and sat beside me. And then the lights all went off. The building shook. In a flash, we saw Shinigami-sama (from Soul Eater anime/manga) get swallowed by a huge ..monster-like robot thing. And in the process, that monster was teleported to us. We were all in a frenzy and in the process, I lost Vu. I managed to find a safe room where this "game overlay" didn't control over. And a bunch of us hid there. Except, Vu was still not there with me. I called him but he was in the same area as that monster-thing and was finding it hard to find an escape route. :( I cried and cried saying I had to disable to the overlay but if he wasn't in the room, he'd vanish too. I woke up.

Hey it turns out I can't remember anything else which I should be thankful for since they were all bad enough for me to call Vu with tears ;-; 

T~T

Nightmares over and over. Every single night. Why :'( ?