Hazy dreams

My dreams are hazy
but I was sitting in my car with my dad - it was muck up day
D came up with a bunch of friends including DT - he wanted to smash my car
I got out and said "Wtf?"
The girls then started yelling at me; wanting to hit me.
We fought.
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Alone in my house. Rooms are darkly lit.
Hazy.
I don't remember.

What ....?

A beautiful young boy, his face of porcelain, eyes of a deep, soft chocolate brown.
A woman ..he has killed.
Her neck exposed, he reaches down and rips the flesh.
He looks up to stare at me and grins.
We are ...allies?
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I look into my bowl, brown chunk of meat sits there sizzling.
I pick one up and plop it into my mouth.
It's disgusting.
My mum killed somebody and cooked him for my dinner.

The sad truth :( ?

Walking in to jap class late ...
everyone turns to me looking disgusted
Sensei is writing a new grammar pattern on the board ..and I can't read the kanji at all! She's flicking through random anime shots (ie, naruto) ..
and then she stops and tells us to write down a sentence for each using the new grammar pattern
I'm trying to do it.
She stops and asks if everyones done.
Everyone IS done.
except me
Everyone turns to glare at me :/

Runn..

It was the night of Valedictory ...
and I still hadn't got my dress :/ so my mum dropped me off at glen at 7pm =_=' to find a dress ..but all the shops were closed, and it was dark. I was running through shops and back alleyways searching but I kept coming to dead ends. I was scared. It was night, and I had no idea where I was going.
I finally ended up just going to Valedictory ..to find out it was pretty much over.
People I saw in my dream: Tzuhui, Fi, Jenny, Kanna.

The Lizard and the bird.

My dad, mum and I were being housed with a lizard ..
We tricked him; and took his money (grass?) in exchange for my inexpensive pens ...
We ran before he could find out..
We hid in the bushes and there I saw another lizard. He spoke to me through the mind; telling me to lie low and to watch how he killed.
A small black bird flew down, resting before us ..
The lizard crept up ..opened its mouth and snapped the bird's neck.
The little black bird fell before my eyes.
The lizard communicated again, saying that for some reason he couldn't eat it.
Two snakes came out of the ground, slithering and hissing, they gobbled the bird up.
My dad killed the lizard.
He cut it open, and he scooped the flesh from the inside and made me eat it.
It tasted weird.

This dream seemed a bit related to the book 'Snugglepot and Cuddlepie - May Gibbs' :/
(The book was on my bed before I went to sleep ..so maybe ?)

Wha?

Parts and parts of things.
Living in an apartment, and people from school come in.
It's so surreal, yet it feels real.

What the.

I vaguely remember going to the zoo ..with my mum
Only that when we got there ..the place was eerily silent and I could feel the fear emitting from both my mother and I ..
our pace quickened
and a llama chases us ...
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I'm now at a darkened alley way - I'm not sure where my mum is now. But I'm with my dad and he's trying to buy something similar to something ...he buys me a red headband for $4.75 :) I am euphoric!
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And then there's that facebook page hmmm.