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I've been having nightmares for the past few nights ....

But let's just dwell on last night's one for the time being mmm.

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There was a call from a stranger saying that if we do not heed her warnings, everything would come tumbling down and our loved ones will die. Thinking it was a hoax, we hung up quite rudely and laughed it off.

Renovations were going on as we had just moved in to a new house.

My father, myself and a few other friends which I can't put names to their faces yet were walking by the side of the house discussing what to build and where. 

And then it happened. A wooden stake flew past me and landed right in the middle of a worker's chest.

As you can imagine, everyone freaked out. They ran. And as they ran, stakes kept flying and hitting people. We tried attacking back until huge flaming rocks came hurtling down. 

My dad pushed me to run.

And I ran. All by myself. I tried to look behind but I did not see anyone familiar running with me.

Somehow, the fight had hit a sort of water tank, and the area was flooding. But I managed to get across to the safe side where I met a few other familiar faces. I sat on the border, waiting and hoping that I would see familiar faces come. But no. More stakes came flying and hit my friends. 

.............

And then soldiers came out. They reported that the war/fight was over.

I begged them to tell me if they knew where my loved ones were but they didn't.

Waiting and waiting. I finally see one familiar face; and I ask him if he knows where my boyfriend is; in where he shakes his head apologetically and exclaims that he saw him lying in the middle of the flames.

My heart constricts. And tears are gushing out. I don't know what I'm supposed to do.

One by one, people start coming towards me and none of them are the one I want to see.

Fearing that the previous phone call was true .. I started freaking out.

But at last, I see him staggering. Blood covering his entire face and body.

Crying, I run up towards him. He had made it. 

Nightmare Update

I've had vivid dreams every night. A lot of them being nightmares but yet I don't feel like writing them down here? I think I'm just being lazy.

Anyway, I thought I'd write about last night's dream because it was so vivid and awesome that I actually can still feel the chills from it. (Although for some reason, I feel like I'm missing a whole bunch of stuff that is potentially really scary because I feel scared for no reason).

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We were in front of lots of tables. Tables that had candles and etc. I was able to either strengthen that flame or extinguish it. It was like, I had just learnt how to manipulate the flames. 

(I guess in a way, this relates with The Last Airbender)

I don't remember what else happened apart from I was able to do a lot of things (via magic). 

I still have a creepy feeling that something or someone bad was going to happen though. :\

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Quick Update on those dreams that I never wrote about:

#1 Have you seen the movie "Saw" ? Because that's what happened in this.

There was a man, who was kidnapped. He was in a huge warehouse with a lot of other men who were all trapped. They were forced to do impossible tasks with chains and hooks and nails everywhere. And in the end of the day, they were all chained to a cage. And a whole bunch of "hungry" people came out and try to attack them. They were chained but they were forced to fight back and kill. This guy eventually escaped via the help of his 7 year old son.

#2 It was kind of like a school-camp trip. Only this trip was within a game.

Pretty much like a Mario game, sort of thing, yeah? But it was also like Uni. We were sitting in a lecture when Vu strolled in and sat beside me. And then the lights all went off. The building shook. In a flash, we saw Shinigami-sama (from Soul Eater anime/manga) get swallowed by a huge ..monster-like robot thing. And in the process, that monster was teleported to us. We were all in a frenzy and in the process, I lost Vu. I managed to find a safe room where this "game overlay" didn't control over. And a bunch of us hid there. Except, Vu was still not there with me. I called him but he was in the same area as that monster-thing and was finding it hard to find an escape route. :( I cried and cried saying I had to disable to the overlay but if he wasn't in the room, he'd vanish too. I woke up.

Hey it turns out I can't remember anything else which I should be thankful for since they were all bad enough for me to call Vu with tears ;-; 

T~T

Nightmares over and over. Every single night. Why :'( ?

Nightmares

I've had a lot of nightmares recently.
I would write it all down but I can't seem to remember any atm.

Well, apart from that I feel shaky and nervous from it all.

Bahamut Sin

My drawings begin to take life and form
Unfortunately an evil one discovers such power and forces me to draw a great, ugly monster
And it looked exactly like Bahamut Sin from FFVII: advent children

It was in the middle of a huge field, and all my friends and love ones were screaming away in terror as Bahamut swooped down on then blasting them with his beam
People were crying and I didn't know what I could do
Someone threw me a pen and told me to draw
I was drawing on asphalt and the ink wasn't working but it seemed to have worked as I drew stake after stake in to his body.
Each stake stalled him and prevented him from attacking the group of huddled people
He turned to me and snarled before I scribbled messily beside the picture
Disappear
and he did.

The Spider and the Scorpion

The spider was back.
She was huge and malicious; she craved blood and wanted some tonight.
Her back was splashed with colours of bright red, and it contrasted in an almost beautiful light with black.
There was only one way to kill such a beast and that was fire
As they set off to try and destroy it, I ran and ran looking for a match or a lighter or just a spark
By the time I came back
She was gone
The floor had turned into molten larva, bubbling and hissing
papers, clothes, books all torn, burning on the floor.
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New job at a furniture retail shop
Warm, smiles and happy go-lucky friends welcomed me
Walking towards to the mattress that needed a new design; he stood up and began to draw intricate symbols of a scorpion and then, out of it rose, Sasori.
His smile was different from his well known sneer, and his body held no evidence of wood
He was going to perform, beckoning me with his finger, I ran towards him
And a puppet performance was played

time to die.

Vampire.
He's been sneaking around killing girls and snapping their necks.
I hear a girl scream.
I run out to find her neck all bloody
and he's smirking at me
It's my job to kill him
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It's like people are watching me and I can't shake that feeling of unease

Exam Nightmare!

(English exam was today btw)
I was sitting in the front row, right at the front as the teachers distributed our papers.
The english paper they gave me wasn't stapled together and it was all coming to bits.
I open it and for some reason the first page was Language Analysis! (and it was a letter of some sorts ..persuading his girlfriend not to break up with him ...)
I try to look for the Kite Runner question but I can't find it!!
I turn around and find out that everyone else is writing.
One hour has already gone!
I put my hand up and the teacher comes over and says my booklet isn't arranged correctly
He asks me why don't I just pick another text/film to write from.
I say NO!
He laughs and gives me the Kite Runner question paper
Time is nearly up!
I haven't written anything :(
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Someone is in the hospital. I think it's my mum.
I drive my brother home
Suddenly we're walking up a huge hill and we're dragging our luggage
What?
We then have to go to another school.
:S

Monsters.

We were in class.
Teacher writes something on the board and we have 1 minute to dress up as it.
There were Vampires and Batmans ..and etc.
Out of no where my teacher wants to show us something, and breaks out into a run out in the forest. It's night time. And we're using night vision to locate him.
A giant monster like bear/lion/thing starts to chase him.
We're all in shock and we keep watching.
He's running and running.
Suddenly it is me who's running from the bear/lion.
I close my eyes for a second, shielding my vision and there it is. Right in front of me. The bear growls loudly, and in fear I begin to back up against the shrubs I'm leaning against.
The students begin to run.
I tell them to run.
I push the giant bear backwards; using all the strength I have to fling back and away from the sweet scent of the humans.
What? I'm not human anymore.
I've grown, and my arms and legs are bigger than they should be.
But I'm stronger, and I'm strong enough to hold back the bear long enough for the students to run in to the house.
Pause.
The bear transforms back in to a small puppy.
What?
"We'll fight when we've both regained our energy"
Pause.
I'm back in to my human state.
I wake up.

What ....?

A beautiful young boy, his face of porcelain, eyes of a deep, soft chocolate brown.
A woman ..he has killed.
Her neck exposed, he reaches down and rips the flesh.
He looks up to stare at me and grins.
We are ...allies?
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I look into my bowl, brown chunk of meat sits there sizzling.
I pick one up and plop it into my mouth.
It's disgusting.
My mum killed somebody and cooked him for my dinner.

The sad truth :( ?

Walking in to jap class late ...
everyone turns to me looking disgusted
Sensei is writing a new grammar pattern on the board ..and I can't read the kanji at all! She's flicking through random anime shots (ie, naruto) ..
and then she stops and tells us to write down a sentence for each using the new grammar pattern
I'm trying to do it.
She stops and asks if everyones done.
Everyone IS done.
except me
Everyone turns to glare at me :/

Runn..

It was the night of Valedictory ...
and I still hadn't got my dress :/ so my mum dropped me off at glen at 7pm =_=' to find a dress ..but all the shops were closed, and it was dark. I was running through shops and back alleyways searching but I kept coming to dead ends. I was scared. It was night, and I had no idea where I was going.
I finally ended up just going to Valedictory ..to find out it was pretty much over.
People I saw in my dream: Tzuhui, Fi, Jenny, Kanna.

Nightmare

Something is chasing me ..and you.
Its huge and scary.
Why did you have to go and taunt it!?
Its strange . You smiled and held my hand.
I don't understand.
I'm wearing all black.
We're going to kill this 'monster'
He chases us off the hotel building, and we fall into the sea.
My weapons sink, and I'm scared.
I'm drowning.
AND the monster has turned into a giant.
I'm scared.