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I've been having nightmares for the past few nights ....

But let's just dwell on last night's one for the time being mmm.

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There was a call from a stranger saying that if we do not heed her warnings, everything would come tumbling down and our loved ones will die. Thinking it was a hoax, we hung up quite rudely and laughed it off.

Renovations were going on as we had just moved in to a new house.

My father, myself and a few other friends which I can't put names to their faces yet were walking by the side of the house discussing what to build and where. 

And then it happened. A wooden stake flew past me and landed right in the middle of a worker's chest.

As you can imagine, everyone freaked out. They ran. And as they ran, stakes kept flying and hitting people. We tried attacking back until huge flaming rocks came hurtling down. 

My dad pushed me to run.

And I ran. All by myself. I tried to look behind but I did not see anyone familiar running with me.

Somehow, the fight had hit a sort of water tank, and the area was flooding. But I managed to get across to the safe side where I met a few other familiar faces. I sat on the border, waiting and hoping that I would see familiar faces come. But no. More stakes came flying and hit my friends. 

.............

And then soldiers came out. They reported that the war/fight was over.

I begged them to tell me if they knew where my loved ones were but they didn't.

Waiting and waiting. I finally see one familiar face; and I ask him if he knows where my boyfriend is; in where he shakes his head apologetically and exclaims that he saw him lying in the middle of the flames.

My heart constricts. And tears are gushing out. I don't know what I'm supposed to do.

One by one, people start coming towards me and none of them are the one I want to see.

Fearing that the previous phone call was true .. I started freaking out.

But at last, I see him staggering. Blood covering his entire face and body.

Crying, I run up towards him. He had made it. 

Strange

It was quite surreal.

There were horses that could fold themselves in to boxes.

And children that were supposedly mine.

And a man that I was supposedly the father of those children.

There was also a large green field. It reminded me a bit of Alice in Wonderful as the colours were vibrant and beautiful and there was a Queen. And there were other things going on.

But I remember running but not getting there on time.

Nightmare Update

I've had vivid dreams every night. A lot of them being nightmares but yet I don't feel like writing them down here? I think I'm just being lazy.

Anyway, I thought I'd write about last night's dream because it was so vivid and awesome that I actually can still feel the chills from it. (Although for some reason, I feel like I'm missing a whole bunch of stuff that is potentially really scary because I feel scared for no reason).

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We were in front of lots of tables. Tables that had candles and etc. I was able to either strengthen that flame or extinguish it. It was like, I had just learnt how to manipulate the flames. 

(I guess in a way, this relates with The Last Airbender)

I don't remember what else happened apart from I was able to do a lot of things (via magic). 

I still have a creepy feeling that something or someone bad was going to happen though. :\

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Quick Update on those dreams that I never wrote about:

#1 Have you seen the movie "Saw" ? Because that's what happened in this.

There was a man, who was kidnapped. He was in a huge warehouse with a lot of other men who were all trapped. They were forced to do impossible tasks with chains and hooks and nails everywhere. And in the end of the day, they were all chained to a cage. And a whole bunch of "hungry" people came out and try to attack them. They were chained but they were forced to fight back and kill. This guy eventually escaped via the help of his 7 year old son.

#2 It was kind of like a school-camp trip. Only this trip was within a game.

Pretty much like a Mario game, sort of thing, yeah? But it was also like Uni. We were sitting in a lecture when Vu strolled in and sat beside me. And then the lights all went off. The building shook. In a flash, we saw Shinigami-sama (from Soul Eater anime/manga) get swallowed by a huge ..monster-like robot thing. And in the process, that monster was teleported to us. We were all in a frenzy and in the process, I lost Vu. I managed to find a safe room where this "game overlay" didn't control over. And a bunch of us hid there. Except, Vu was still not there with me. I called him but he was in the same area as that monster-thing and was finding it hard to find an escape route. :( I cried and cried saying I had to disable to the overlay but if he wasn't in the room, he'd vanish too. I woke up.

Hey it turns out I can't remember anything else which I should be thankful for since they were all bad enough for me to call Vu with tears ;-; 

T~T

Nightmares over and over. Every single night. Why :'( ?

Good and Bad.

Yesterday, I dreamt about some people I've never met in real life before. That is saying, I dreamt about my blogger friends from Australia. I dreamt that they decided to visit Melbourne and we all went out shopping and eating. We decided order KFC. And funnily enough, Marie didn't know how to - which is odd since in real life, she used to work there. Hahah. But anyways, the rest of the dream was split in saying that the boyfriend and I kissed in a moving car on New Years Day.

Last night's dream wasn't as good. I can't remember the details, but a friend from uni, K, drove me to Chadstone to buy some cream that mum wanted me to get. She got angry at me because I took so long. But I ended up meeting up with other friends, two girls who I don't remember now and the boyfriend. There were many other friends there too. So we decided to go to the toilet, because well - the majority of us needed to go. When suddenly, the fire alarm went off. We all ran out of the toilet area to find that the building was on fire and that well ...the fire was surrounding us. Luckily, the toilets were near an escape door so we all ran out in to the night breeze. I lost the boyfriend as we were running :( But the rest of us kept going, and we all jumped in to a friend's car for safety. He drove to the exit where we were stuck in a traiffic jam. And luckily, as I turned to look left, I saw another friend's car - and the boyfriend was safe and sound in there. Phew. But still, the dream was overall scary. I'm kind of scared of fire so it didn't really help :/

I wish I had good dreams all the time.

Arashi

For the first time in a long time, I didn't have a nightmare.

Arashi was coming to Australia for the first time; but they were going to Sydney.

With much persuasion, I somehow convinced my parents to let me go and I met up with a few friends and we all attended the concert. It was amazing. 

That's all I remember.

That it was amazing.

Nightmares

I've had a lot of nightmares recently.
I would write it all down but I can't seem to remember any atm.

Well, apart from that I feel shaky and nervous from it all.

Russia

This dream is going to a bit hazy now but here goes...the dream that I dreamt on my birthday :/

We were in Russia(?)

Well it started off in a classroom. We were doing some sort of work but they were splitting us up according to some random group ? I'm not sure. But I was sad that I wasn't in Vu's group and I kept looking at him and smiling and mouthing out words. 

And then suddenly we were getting a podcast or a live video conference with one of the head Russian ladies(?) I'm not sure. But she was in every way.. a doll. Her blonde curls fell perfectly at the sides of her heart shaped face. Her lips were pursed and lined with red lipstick. Her skin was porcelain and her eyes - sharp as daggers. But when she spoke, it was so ...terrifying.

The message was over but then suddenly the video conference continued and we saw a younger, smaller, thin girl started approaching from the back, her eyes were swollen; her face sunken in and ...she was so so pale. Her appearance resembled the previous lady - although in  a much more dull and worn out way.

And then ..the all of a sudden, the older  beautiful lady pushed the younger one down and started to abuse her.

I was outraged.

Because it was at this point that I recognized the younger girl as one of my friends (who doesn't actually look like that in real life..) and that she had just said previously to us that "she wasn't free to go out with us because she had a lot of work to do" :/ A few friends and I got REALLY angry. This was our friend getting abused.

I started to cry really hard.

I ran towards Vu and we, and a few other people travelled to a near by mansion to plan the mission out. There was a lot of chaos  and arguments about how we should free her. And without noticing, one of the agents had gone to set her free herself.

She walked up to the mansion, and rang the door bell. Our friend answered it and was taken aback. The agent held her hand and ushered her outside telling her it was okay. And that she could come with them. Afraid, the little girl said that they'd find her and hurt her a lot. But just at that moment, a dozen more agents surrounded her and shielded her from the sight of the other lady. 

The agent smiled and said calmly, "But we are the people-"

As the other woman and her men exited her mansion, a whole bunch of police officers and agents surrounded them and began to handcuff them.

"-are the people who produce results"

They brought her to a her 'new home' where she ended up falling in love with one of our Russian agents. And the rest of us were allowed a break for awhile. So Vu and I decided to head back to Australia as a short (few hour) holiday. We walked around and shopped and talked like normal.

But then it was time to head back and we had gone the wrong way.

So the only way we could take was to cut straight through to the stop where we were supposed to meet. The only problem was that this place was not supposed to be walked through :/ 

We started walking through bushes and trees, thinking "we're agents / spies ..as if we can't do this.." but then suddenly a few large men started chasing after us screaming that we were trespassing and well, we were 'trained' so it was easy to fight/kill them off. But we were running and running and then suddenly there was a massive drop down. The hill went down and had a small river down down down down RIGHT down. I slipped and was falling, but Vu grabbed my hand in time and he lifted me up. I pulled myself up and breathed a sigh of relief. How the hell were we supposed to get up there?

And then we saw it, a small cage and some chains that were attached to the hill - it was some sort of power generator or something. But because we were desperate, I pulled myself through the small cage (large set of bars) and hurled myself towards the other hill as I held on to the chains for support. It worked. Vu followed and then suddenly we were met with more men. And these were men from the army. 

A whole lot of different armies started to come then. Even our own, the Russian one.

But unfortunately no one there was able to recognize us and a whole mini war started right there. The young Russian boys took a liking to us and laughed about the other armies as the leaders were arguing. They threw rocks at the (not sure what country) 's boys and abused the girls.

Vu and I got tired and annoyed, "Australia sent us to the Russian government, but they're not even properly structured or have the right set of rules!"

We ended up escaping - only to meet with a whole lot of power stations and electric wires.

There was NO way we could get through this.

And I woke up.

?

We were in a tent.
And we were playing games.
He was you. But he wasn't you. He was kind of like you?
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I was a Vampire Queen.
There were a lot of people who followed me and served me.
You held on to me; afraid to lose me to the others around us.
The sunlight was approaching and we had to run.

I haven't been able to remember my dreams in a long time.

It was magical

Our formal was in a huge castle.

It was night, and the castle sparkled against the night sky.

We were all there together..

and as usual we were trying to get a photo of us as a group in one of the towers of the castle (:

Bahamut Sin

My drawings begin to take life and form
Unfortunately an evil one discovers such power and forces me to draw a great, ugly monster
And it looked exactly like Bahamut Sin from FFVII: advent children

It was in the middle of a huge field, and all my friends and love ones were screaming away in terror as Bahamut swooped down on then blasting them with his beam
People were crying and I didn't know what I could do
Someone threw me a pen and told me to draw
I was drawing on asphalt and the ink wasn't working but it seemed to have worked as I drew stake after stake in to his body.
Each stake stalled him and prevented him from attacking the group of huddled people
He turned to me and snarled before I scribbled messily beside the picture
Disappear
and he did.

The Spider and the Scorpion

The spider was back.
She was huge and malicious; she craved blood and wanted some tonight.
Her back was splashed with colours of bright red, and it contrasted in an almost beautiful light with black.
There was only one way to kill such a beast and that was fire
As they set off to try and destroy it, I ran and ran looking for a match or a lighter or just a spark
By the time I came back
She was gone
The floor had turned into molten larva, bubbling and hissing
papers, clothes, books all torn, burning on the floor.
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New job at a furniture retail shop
Warm, smiles and happy go-lucky friends welcomed me
Walking towards to the mattress that needed a new design; he stood up and began to draw intricate symbols of a scorpion and then, out of it rose, Sasori.
His smile was different from his well known sneer, and his body held no evidence of wood
He was going to perform, beckoning me with his finger, I ran towards him
And a puppet performance was played

time to die.

Vampire.
He's been sneaking around killing girls and snapping their necks.
I hear a girl scream.
I run out to find her neck all bloody
and he's smirking at me
It's my job to kill him
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It's like people are watching me and I can't shake that feeling of unease

Exam Nightmare!

(English exam was today btw)
I was sitting in the front row, right at the front as the teachers distributed our papers.
The english paper they gave me wasn't stapled together and it was all coming to bits.
I open it and for some reason the first page was Language Analysis! (and it was a letter of some sorts ..persuading his girlfriend not to break up with him ...)
I try to look for the Kite Runner question but I can't find it!!
I turn around and find out that everyone else is writing.
One hour has already gone!
I put my hand up and the teacher comes over and says my booklet isn't arranged correctly
He asks me why don't I just pick another text/film to write from.
I say NO!
He laughs and gives me the Kite Runner question paper
Time is nearly up!
I haven't written anything :(
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Someone is in the hospital. I think it's my mum.
I drive my brother home
Suddenly we're walking up a huge hill and we're dragging our luggage
What?
We then have to go to another school.
:S

Monsters.

We were in class.
Teacher writes something on the board and we have 1 minute to dress up as it.
There were Vampires and Batmans ..and etc.
Out of no where my teacher wants to show us something, and breaks out into a run out in the forest. It's night time. And we're using night vision to locate him.
A giant monster like bear/lion/thing starts to chase him.
We're all in shock and we keep watching.
He's running and running.
Suddenly it is me who's running from the bear/lion.
I close my eyes for a second, shielding my vision and there it is. Right in front of me. The bear growls loudly, and in fear I begin to back up against the shrubs I'm leaning against.
The students begin to run.
I tell them to run.
I push the giant bear backwards; using all the strength I have to fling back and away from the sweet scent of the humans.
What? I'm not human anymore.
I've grown, and my arms and legs are bigger than they should be.
But I'm stronger, and I'm strong enough to hold back the bear long enough for the students to run in to the house.
Pause.
The bear transforms back in to a small puppy.
What?
"We'll fight when we've both regained our energy"
Pause.
I'm back in to my human state.
I wake up.

I can't remember my dreams lately.

Hazy dreams

My dreams are hazy
but I was sitting in my car with my dad - it was muck up day
D came up with a bunch of friends including DT - he wanted to smash my car
I got out and said "Wtf?"
The girls then started yelling at me; wanting to hit me.
We fought.
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Alone in my house. Rooms are darkly lit.
Hazy.
I don't remember.

What ....?

A beautiful young boy, his face of porcelain, eyes of a deep, soft chocolate brown.
A woman ..he has killed.
Her neck exposed, he reaches down and rips the flesh.
He looks up to stare at me and grins.
We are ...allies?
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I look into my bowl, brown chunk of meat sits there sizzling.
I pick one up and plop it into my mouth.
It's disgusting.
My mum killed somebody and cooked him for my dinner.

The sad truth :( ?

Walking in to jap class late ...
everyone turns to me looking disgusted
Sensei is writing a new grammar pattern on the board ..and I can't read the kanji at all! She's flicking through random anime shots (ie, naruto) ..
and then she stops and tells us to write down a sentence for each using the new grammar pattern
I'm trying to do it.
She stops and asks if everyones done.
Everyone IS done.
except me
Everyone turns to glare at me :/